Sunday, 13 September 2015

Left With The Scraps.

Inspired By Little Girls - By Annie Listen To Song While Reading.

She rolled her eyes slamming the door shut behind her as she stomped into the living room that was littered with toys. 

Tip toeing over the mess she inwardly prayed her mother wouldn't ask her to clean up. 

She had exams.

She glared at her black brick-phone, she couldn't get a smart phone as her mother didn't have money to be wasting on phones.

"Yet she will buy hundreds of Barbies." She scowled as she tossed the phone carelessly onto the chair. 

"Move." She ordered her younger sisters slamming her books down on the wooden table.

"But we're colouring," they pouted, "see." they held up their pictures that had multi-coloured crayon marks scribbled, messily onto the sheets. They were totally oblivious to the lines and took no interest in the picture. They were just being messy.

And this annoyed Hannigan more than anything. 

She groaned loudly and slid her hands across the table throwing the crayons and sheets off the table causing her sisters to scramble to the floor, in order to pick them up. 

Plonking herself into the chair she opened her book tiredly and the calender that was stuck on the first page reminded her exams were less than 3 months away. 

What had Hannigan achieved? 


She would end up failing, living off on benefits, and having loads of kids like her mother. At least that was what she was told. 

But she wanted to prove them wrong. 

It was hard to, with chores that never seemed to end the continuous high-pitched screams of children and the endless patter of feet. 

She wanted to be someone. 

She screamed into her hands as more of her siblings ran in, turning on the TV and increasing the volume till Hannigan thought she would go deaf. She attempted to get the attention of her mother who was ignoring everyone as she fed the baby and chatted away on the phone. 

She wanted to be someone in the world. 

But she was a nobody at home. 

Her siblings would grow up their plates would have more time, more opportunities, more freedom and she would be at the back of the line with an empty plate. 

Waiting for the leftovers.

Stuck With The Scraps.  

Thursday, 10 September 2015

Rant Day #18 - Lunchtime

As I sit here munching on my indome noodles I reflect on the school Lunches I've had over the years and ahh.


1) Da fuq. 

Okay so right now on my plate we got some of Sharlandas weave going on, one of Tyga's teeth and oh Kylie Jenner's lip's for the main meal -.-.

Some lunches are disgusting they hand you the plate and you're like swivelling your head looking, where the food at?

Do people deliberately make bad lunches?

Are they like, Kristie Evans didn't tuck her chair in so imma make sure she gags when she see's her meal.

We aren't asking for proper 5 star course meals, we are just asking for something decent, we didn't pay money to eat strands of our hair. 

The food is either undercooked, overcooked or not cooked, like don't tell me that's 'red sauce' my chicken is swimming in! I know what it is. 

Yes, we complain because it's bad if we shoved food like that under your noses everyday tell me one kid that wouldn't throw up or get salmonella. You can't. 

Something needs to change. 

Starting with the 'red sauce.'

2) Kiss Primary Tables

In my opinion primary school {elementary} lunches were the best, absolutely the best. My school lunches were bombing, we had options, we had sauces, we had red, blue and yellow plates. Do you see the variety?

Like girl. 

I looked forward to lunch in primary. 

It smelt nice, looked nice, and frickin tasted awesome. 

Primary lunch was literally bae. 

3) The price. 

I understand if your school lunch is £2-2.45 but don't charge me more than £6 for a meal I can get 24 packets of indome, and cook them in your godamn kitchen like. 

Bish please. 

Be reasonable with the prices. 

In fact who agrees that we pay after we've eaten the food so we decide if it is really worth the price. They will be so desperate to get paid they would up their game. 

For some school dinners is compulsory (me) and for others it isn't. 

We gotta rebel and show that we ain't eating this:

That looks like something that I made in year 7

Here that is real lunch ^. If only you tubers made lunches. 

The struggle my sista.

Icky xx

Sunday, 6 September 2015

Rant Day #17 - Because 'A' Said So

All you PLL fans this is not a drill.

This Rant Day is long overdue.

After that final episode it left me thinking..."I spent 6 years of my life...for this!"

I was in shock, I was disappointed, I was just ugh leggo girlie's.


The Reveal 

In every single episode, every single episode something dramatic happens they always emphasise on the little things, the minor details that mean nothing! That mean nothing, but they make it seem like if you miss it you're missing out on something big. 

For example:

Aria drops a pencil all the girls rush to catch it before it hits the floor.

Spencer cradles it like a baby and shouts at Aria.

That is what they literally do!

But how did they reveal A? 

Flashing lights and a mega fight scene? 


A gasses all of them and they wake up facing their worse nightmare? 


She took off her mask. 


It may not sound like a big deal but for someone that has been supporting this show, watching them constantly, exaggerate little things you would expect the reveal to be bigger, badder and better!

So for A to just remove her mask and stare at them. Really knocked me down. 

Why was A a SIDEMAN  

For all of you not familiar with the term side man here is the definition: 

An irrelevant and powerless guy, also known as a 'flowerman' and shows signs of 'moist' and 'soggy' behaviour.

You know that one person in the group chat that will be making random comments, or tries to commentate while people are arguing yeah that's a good example. 


Who was she? Who is she? She was in one season and her character didn't really play a big part. There were no hints.

Why would you pick her!? It annoyed me.You could have picked West or, I don't know...Maya or even bring Wilden back from the dead. But Cece was just ugh. 

She wasn't the right person in my opinion. >:< 

They tried a plot twist 

I love the plot twist's in PLL they always wrap you up but then suddenly spit you out and you are left dazed and confused. 

When Cece removed her hood or her mask or whatever I literally stared at the screen for 10 minutes like..."Okay where's Charles?" Then as the episode progressed my mouth progressed to hitting the floor.

I was so confused, I didn't mind the fact Cece was trans-gender but how did she manage to you know get all those bits fixed while tormenting the girls? 

Then the fact she wasn't A originally?

The fact she dated her brother?

Yuck. :<

What was this?

I was confused, I was just upset. 

The plot twist just seemed rushed and XC wasn't as good as the other plot twist.

The ending -.-

The ending was the most random and confusing ending ever.

How could they say 6 years later and Allison is writing on the board (who else is pissed at the fact no one married the people they dated through out the show except Hannah apparently) then all of a sudden all the girls burst in like it's fast and furious only with heels. 

No one knows what's going on. 

Then Spencer explodes through the room looking like she hopped off the crazy train. 

What was that hair?

Needless to say I was just like...okay...

Then just turned off the TV and proceeded to rant on a 300+ snapchat story.

So at the end of day?

I felt like I had wasted 6 years of my life, every Tuesday afternoon, had been wasted.

I want my Tuesdays back. 

Cause I didn't wait 6 years for that kind of final episode...

-.- :(

Back To School.

I think for most people Summer holidays have ended but for me I have two more lovely days. I am one of those people who are pumped for school in the beginning, and go crazy in WHSmith. So you guessed it, in this post I will be showing you what I got, and how I added my own small touch. :) 


The first thing I got isn't really new, I bought the pack of folders last year and they were in pretty good condition so said hayy why not Recycle!?

Then because I was in love with this pattern went ahead and got the notebook in the same pattern. Can I get a booyah? Admit it, the pattern is bombing. :>

Oh yes? I know? You're jealous cause I be here with my carnival stripes and all you have is a white background? Teehee I know. Swerve sista! 

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(My thumb in the bottom! Yasss guys what you're seeing in the background is my fabosome cream wall! :P)

Then just to add a bit of pop I went ahead and stuck two flowers in the corner, I'm going to go ahead and stick more!


Then I got the binder in the same pattern :3 and stuck a couple of flowers in there but in different colours. 

Because I am very possessive over my items like ain't nobody gon try steal this I put labels at the back of all my objects. 

The label above is super cute, and says this book belongs too: then you just fill the rest in I wrote the same simple message, my name, the year I am in, then if found please return. So I stick these at the back of my folders, notebooks ect. (These sticker labels are from a book which I got from a magazine I think.) 

Now, yes that is my homework dairy, or midyear dairy, the reason it is so big and fat. Is because it has a whole page for each day normally homework dairies have 7 days over 2 pages but I noticed teachers are given us more homework than our dairies can handle so I needed on with more space. 

(Plus it has a whole bunch of jazzy stuff inside! :P) 

Then added a sticker label on the back of the dairy. 

This is my pencil case and it is called Vintage Rose I keep a lot in my pencil case so I needed one with a lot of compartments and one that kept things divided, there is a very big pouch at the back and there is a net basket in front of that pouch, then a pouch that you can zip and connect to the basket. Then at the front of the pencil case there is a nice pouch that can be zipped. 

And this is what it looks like closed. 

Oh bonus! It has mirror. 

Now everything that goes in pencil case. 

- 30 Fine liner pens. :)

-Pack of 6 mechanical pencils, those are the only pencils I use :) also labelled that pack.

- 3 inky pens, I only use inky pens (bought a pack of 5 but only keep 3 in my pencil case, one blue, one red and one black.)

-A sharpener but not just any sharpener! It has a bin and yes a lid to cover the holes so that it doesn't ruin my pencil case! XD (Which happened a lot last year.) 
You may be thinking you use led pencils...why do you need a sharpener? 
Well there will be the occasional normal one and plus we all have that friend -.-"

- A rubber, (came in a pack of 5) 

-Five super cute highlighters!!!! That glow in the dark!! 

And yes ladies this all fits in my pencil case :} 

This was the glue before.

Then once I was done with it.
For some reason I always decorate my glue stick, I know not my best work but smh smh, it was late :3.

I just jazzed up my old scissors. 
With ribbon!
Cute blue flower gems. (Bunch at the back) 
And glue dots. 

And you know the boring stuff the Maths Set and Calculator. Going back to school shopping Always makes me feel more organised and a tad bit better, so I have something to look forward to. Like using those highlighters!